I’m really missing my crush right now. I never meant to keep..
Added 2021-08-20 19:02:39 +0000 UTCI’m really missing my crush right now. I never meant to keep going into the store he used to work as many times as I did. I just wanted to find out who he was, and I was too shy to talk to him at the gym, so I decided to buy something at the store he worked at just to have an excuse to talk to him. I didn’t intend to go back after that, we saw each other regularly at the gym, and he would always say hi to me there after we met, but there was just something about his energy that kept me going back to that store over and over again. Every time I was having a bad day I would go in the store to “buy” something, but really I was just going to see him because just talking to him for a few minutes would make me feel better immediately. I’m so upset over what OnlyFans is doing, and he’s the one I want to run to, but I don’t have a car, and he doesn’t work there anymore. The only way I could even try to see him is at the gym, but I don’t have a gym membership or a car to get there. We used to run into each other at EDM shows too. That was always strange because we didn’t know the we both were going, there were thousands of people at the venue, and somehow we’d bump into each other. After he quit, I never thought I’d see him again because I didn’t have time for the gym anymore, but we live in the same neighborhood, and I would roll up to a stop light (before my car broke down) and he’d be stopped at the same light. Though, I was so shy and terrified that he might think I was stalking him, so I would just pretend like I didn’t even see him. Lol!
