Everyone from my old “friends” group thinks I’m a slut becau..

Everyone from my old “friends” group thinks I’m a slut because I slept with and accidentally fell in love with my ex “best friend’s” EX-boyfriend. They had been broken up for a couple of years before he and I slept together. Yes, he’s the man I’m heart broken over still.

Funny thing is, she wasn’t actually my best friend, she was just a girl I felt sorry for so I remained friends with her for way too long.

Anyway, my friend I’m currently staying with is more of a best friend to me than that girl ever was. It’s interesting that her ex is on his way over to drop off the kids and I’m currently hiding in the bathroom because I don’t want to see that man. We haven’t seen each other in years. He was hitting me up after they broke up, trying to be my friend but I wasn’t interested. I guess I’m not as “slutty” as my old “friends” think I am. Huh 🤔

Oh, and I can’t leave this part out. Do you know how I met this AMAZING friend of mine that I’m currently staying with? Through my ex HUSBAND. She’s the girl he started dating shortly after he and I divorced. We all hung out together as friends. Her and I have been friends for 19 years, yet she broke up with my ex many years ago. Neither her, nor I speak to that man anymore. He wasn’t a bad guy, he just wasn’t the guy for either of us. He shares the same first name as the man I’m currently heartbroken over.

My life is a soap opera y’all, or at least it used to be.

Anyway, I don’t know what my ex “best friend” told her ex about me after she found out about him and me that made him hate me so much, but I know she was talking mad shit about me after she found out about him and me because she didn’t want us to be together and he left me because of whatever she said about me. It was all lies, but he won’t even speak to me now.

I would’ve NEVER chosen to be with my ex “best friend’s” ex had I not had real and genuine feelings for him, but she went around painting me as a “gold digger” but that was her, and calling me a “slut” but she’s more of a slut than I’ve ever been, after she found out about her ex and me. She was about to marry another man, she didn’t even want her ex back, but she still chose to destroy what he and I had and he’s the only man I’ve ever truly been in love with. I would’ve spent the rest of my life with that man, but he hates me, so none of that matters now.

The worst part of this pain is I thought he loved me, he actions implied he loved me, but then he ghosted me without an explanation. Now I don’t know if he loved me or was using me for sex. Our old friends claimed he was just using me for sex after he left me, but that was my ex “best friend” and his male best friend who was desperately trying to fuck me and wouldn’t stop despite the fact that I was NEVER attracted to that man, and both of those people are pathological liars, so who the fuck knows what the truth is, I sure as fuck don’t know.