As for me and 314 getting back together, I would go running ..
Added 2022-07-08 04:20:34 +0000 UTCAs for me and 314 getting back together, I would go running right back into his arms if he could ever just be honest and admit that it’s him occasionally contacting me through burner accounts while pretending to be someone else, but it’ll be the 4th year he’s been gone since he “ghosted” coming up this September. I gave up on him ever coming back years ago.
One of the last DMs 314 sent me in 2018 said something about “seemingly” losing him. The dictionary definition of seemingly is: “so as to give the impression of having a certain quality; apparently.” Seemingly generally means that although it looks a certain way, there’s more to it it than that. Was he trying to hint that he’d be back? How the fuck was I supposed to know? If he was, he should’ve been more clear. Seemingly could’ve meant multiple things, and I was so upset when he ghosted, I didn’t even see that he wrote the word seemingly in that particular DM. It wasn’t until I went back and read his DMs years later that I noticed he said seemingly. Blame it on my ADHD, and yes, I really have ADHD.
And actually, in August 2019, 314 text me, asking me to call him so he could “clear some things up for me.” I was so mad because his PSYCHO ex and her minions had just launched a computer bot attack on me days before on my Facebook page, flooding me with thousands of friends requests and harassing calls and messages. I was in no mood to talk. So I simply replied, “fuck off.” Now, if 314 had been thinking straight, he would’ve given me some time to cool down and I eventually would’ve been willing to talk. Instead, he text back, saying, “I think it would be better on the phone so you can hear tone, but here it goes…” Then preceded to say a lot. Well my angry adhd brain didn’t even see the first part where he emphasized that he wanted me to hear his tone of voice, all I saw were the texts that came after that part and those just pissed me off even more, so I lost my shit on him. Again, it was YEARS later, when I went back and reread the texts that I finally saw that part about him wanting me to hear his tone of voice. What did he mean by that? I’ll likely never know because I changed my phone number days later to ensure he could NEVER call or text me again because those texts pissed me off that badly that day.
I was extra pissed because I was convinced 314 was part of the crew who launched the bot attack on me. My ex “best friend” can’t code, she would’ve needed his help to do something like that.
